bust it!

love changed me, the way i think and the way i act. it really affects me, my mood and in making decisions. sometimes i even go beyond my principles and belief in life.

sometimes we are inlove in the idea of falling inlove... it doesn't mean I will be happy always, sometimes it gives me pain and misery
-because of too much loving him...

you know what the big problem with me is i reall dont know
how to give and show the love i have for him,
"i cannot control my emotions instead, love controls me..."

i know Its alright to feel happy thru other people but i realized
dont get dependent on achieving happiness by being with someone,
it might hurt you...

love yourself first before sharing your life with somebody because if you dont,
you will always look for him who you think can make you complete
and in the end it will make lose yourself more...

bit by bit... piece by piece....!

Young and carefree!!

I was then 12 yrs. old, nearly teen
I laughed as loud as i can..
cried bitterly, i remember then
I was then 16 yrs. old
happy... as i go out with my friends
busy... when I studied my lessons
lonely... when unsatisfied in grades
thats my youth young and carefree
I was 19 yrs. old, my last teen age
sweet smiles i gave to my old folks
big headache when i turned back to my parents
cry out loud day and night when my ist love failed
just stopped when i got tried...
and now...
I was then 20 yrs old, but still young
I have many plans for future
but dont know how and where i should start?
I have commitments in life
that getting more meaningful
but still dont know
when it will last
yet, I know I should live my life
happily, young and carefree

lumilipas ang panahon...-Ploning

bakit ganun nu?
d na ko naalis sa linya ko... mapabagay, tao o lugar na napapamahal na sakin nawawala dn..
"dati nawala ung taong inakala ko un na tapos nawala dn ung akala kong kapalit sa nwala..."
"dati sandmeier united methodist youth fellowship ngaun nmn parish youth ministry!
"dati mlbon, ngaun kngstwn..."
meron pb mwwala?
sino n susunod?
haaaAyyy!!!

love comes and goes
people stay and leave
life is a cycle of finding and losing,
of making and breaking,
of living and dying...
thats how reality bites!